Sometimes i get so hopeful i make myself scared
that i will wake up and the hope will disappear
Sometimes i see you clench your fists and close your eyes
like you're dreading the same thing / like you're saying your goodbyes
I've been waiting outside for what seems like years
when i finally get inside I'll give in to the fear
of finally having what I want, I'll finally know
if this really really will fix me
if my problems will all sail away
and I know, you've been finding things hard
if you want to we can sit outside
and talk about anything else
and I know, you've been upset
I know i'm not the best, but i'll try
I'll try, try to be hopeful
if you try, try to be hopeful