This xxxxxxx cigarette has burned down
Pain in my fingers
Pain in my grasp
And now another has reared up
From my past to stab me through the chest
I thought this was over
Funny how the human mind can talk itself into believing anything
No matter how far from the truth it is
Running away to dark corners in my mind
To try a new sense of fantasy
To forget and put it out
Thoughts are finally coming around to calm
How long until you strike me again?
When will a long forgotten dream bring you back
To the front of my mind?
Every time I think it's over, it starts again
Let me up
I've had enough
I hate the walls holding me to patterns
Mundane patters which make me think of what could have been
You can leave me alone
Your pay back is done
I've suffered like I made you suffer
Now get the xxxx out of my head
Take your memory with you when you leave
Leave me alone in darkness
That's the way I like it in here
Just make sure that your reminiscence is all swept up and gone from me
Leave me alone