my quest is simple
a desire i´m trying to feed
ever since aware of myself
consciousness - just being there to bleed
eyesore for others - since the day i was born
i feel the guilt for being me
i feel the shame for being bron
i feel the engine
i´ve already begun to feel dead
if notfor the people that surround
i would drift away or fall apart
dissolve my being without a sound
the engine...the core..the focus of my world
occupying, fueling...uncoupling my two selfs to be heard
i know nobody
i´m known by none
non being
nothing to anyone
i have no passions
i have no friends
i need the engine
..to repent
...my only sin..to repent my only sin!!!!
...to...repent...
...to...repent...
i´m only me
the body
the engine!!!
tear down the body
dismantle my inner structure
destroy the shell that contains my soul