I wanna scream at the top of my lungs,
Pissed off at myself for what IâÂÂve done.
IâÂÂve been down this path,
IâÂÂve felt the wrath of the sins from my past.
It burns so deep, what IâÂÂve done to you IâÂÂll never escape.
It burns so deep, youâÂÂre everything IâÂÂll never be.
I need to open my eyes
To see again, to see the way I was back then,
Gotta find my way, gotta find a way back again!
Tear open my chest
To dig around and tell me why IâÂÂm such a mess,
I got a fear that my heart got up and left.
Oh, IâÂÂm somewhere drifting hanging out with regret,
We're laughing, making jokes of past things I did.
I call apathy my one and only friend,
Keep a distance I could be contagious.
IâÂÂm a little twisted and in dire need of assistance,
I wonâÂÂt quit these habits if I know I can't have it,
Because, because IâÂÂm sick, IâÂÂm a dick!
IâÂÂm quick with my words, draw on me you'll get hurt.
IâÂÂm scum, IâÂÂm numb, there's nothing you can do to me that I haven't done.
I need to open my eyes
To see again, to see the way I was back then,
Gotta find my way, gotta find a way back again!
Tear open my chest
To dig around and tell me why IâÂÂm such a mess,
I got a fear that my heart got up and left.
I am a shadow, the hollowed out shell
Of a man that was, a man that was...
I am a shadow, the hollowed out shell
Of a man that was, a man that was...
You're my mistake!
You're my mistake!
IâÂÂm the villain of this metropolis,
IâÂÂll sink this ship, IâÂÂll burn this bridge,
IâÂÂll end what little life we're in!
I need to open my eyes
To see again, to see the way I was back then,
Gotta find my way, gotta find a way back again!
Tear open my chest
To dig around and tell me why IâÂÂm such a mess,
I got a fear that my heart got up and left.
Does it make sense to feel so spent?
Get this off my chest, has the best of me came and went?
Does it make sense to feel so spent?
Get this off my chest, has the best of me came and went?
Does it make sense to feel so spent?
Get this off my chest, has the best of me came and went?
Does it make sense to feel so spent?
Get this off my chest, has the best of me came and went?
Is this feeling passing? I keep asking
Is this temporary? Please be temporary
They say it gets better with time,
Well, it's been time enough and I want to live my life.
I let you down now you've got me on hold,
I just want to go home.