What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give into sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch em red handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness?
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I cant hold when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again, by myself
Myself!
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself
Myself!
I ask why
But in my mind I find
I can't rely on myself
I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm Stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To everything watchign wverything spin
When thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on, then they