Since I was seventeen
I've always hated my body
And it feels like my body's hated me
Can somebody find me a pill to make unafraid of me
Seen every therapist
But I'm a cynical bitch
(don't like to talk about my feelings)
I take another hit
I'll find another fake fix
(cause it's easier than healing)
I don't want to be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
Every time I try I always stop me
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
Since I was twenty-two
I've been with somebody who loves me
And Ive been trying to believe it's true
But my head always messes up my heart
No matter what I do
Seen every therapist
But I'm a cynical bitch
(don't like to talk about my feelings)
I take another hit
I'll find another fake fix
(cause it's easier than healing)
'Cause I don't want to be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
Every time I try I always stop me
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
I don't want to be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
Every time I try I always stop me
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
I'm so scare to have something to loose
I'm scared of being somebody new
I'm so scared of all them seeing the truth
'Cause right now I got nothing
I don't want to be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I'll get better
Every time I try I always stop me
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy