I've never felt as low as I feel tonight
suicide if I choose is just an easy way out
so I fight the good fight prolong what I call life
avoid my dieing by the hand that feels
its hard to live with eternal pain
unless your in the crowd
for me I feel it everyday and night
and don't have the option to look away
a spectator of misery is what you are
pain and misery with which you yield
for the final chapter you sit and wait
exhumed in thought of a breathless end